It's About My World , Not Yours___

I want to hate you
But seeing you so happy next to another person is exhausting now ..
Not knowing anything
The day I had send you off
Something that should've been done a long time ago
Having no feelings about it
I tried to erase you
But it wasn't something I could have ..
Please stay by my self
Nothing has changed , I'm by my self
I trusted that another love would come along but you
It's hard to even breathe and becomes a bigger problem like this
My loneliness for you little by little
I tried to let you go without regret
Trusting I'd be able to stand it
But the love that's still left
Just gets deeper , this weary loneliness
Cannot bear it day by day anymore
Slowly you become despicable